7 days BT

As everything falls apart keeping your sanity seems almost impossible. You start to realize it's going to be harder to leave her then you ever thought. Who is going to kick me in the chest or face in the middle of the night? Who is going to ask for chocolate milk every couple of hours. Who's going to destroy everything they touch as I huff and puff? In retrospect a 26 days doesn't seem like a long time, but to a two year old it can be eternity. For a mother it is exactly that...eternity. I haven't even left yet and I already miss her. Today's lesson...Know that it's ok to leave, she will be in good hands. It will be hard...It will hurt...but remember you are doing this just as much for her then for you.